Retards love to get drunk.

Today is a slack day, so I shall blog about what happened yest.

Met up with the bros at Hougang point, shopped for chips, soft drinks etc at the fairprice.
We were like throwing those foods and drinks into the shopping trolley just like how those cartoon characters throwing snowballs.

I've met many new faces, many old faces from sec school as well. Especially those ex-classmates with long hair and all. Kept talking about me in the past with long hair, haha.

The barbeque was good, thanks to Brandon's dad. He was like helping out with the bbq-ing of chicken wings, satay, otah.. practically everything! Haha, was one of the biggest eater over there.
Cake was cut by Brandon and his family hand-in-hand holding the knife tgt. I was kind of envious because I know I'll never get experience a "full-set" family love.
Thats life right? Although we can't choose our fate, we could still choose how the way we live our life. :)

After that, the girls went home, and around 15 of us headed to Brand's house. Thats when where the terror starts. After I took a bath, saw many of them playing the game "indian poker".
It was kind of retarded because the person with the lowest value of card gets to drink down those alcoholic stuffs.
Not long, many of them got drunk. LOL. Hurling vulgarities, spouting a lot of nonsensical stuffs. Super funny la.
Don't wanna mention names, but yeah, DRUNKARDS WILL NEVER ADMIT THAT THEY ARE DRUNK!
Some became aggressive, some were acting super high. If they know they cant hold liquor, they shouldn't even drink right? haha.

Maybe this is why church doesn't encourage its members to drink. Its like, when you're not in a sober state, any stupid stuff could happen. To groom them with a good habitual lifestyle, church leaders set a standard for its member to follow by discouraging drinking.

Overall, it was a fun time at Brand's place haha. Oh well, it happens once in a year, so i guess its quite okay for those kids to drink :)

Complacent, not complacent.

Hmm. Didn't blogged for quite awhile already. Partly is because at times when I tried to type a few chunks of sentence, I'd just backspace it all the way and finally, cancel the window.

Holidays right now are kind of slack for me. Yeah! NO WORK, having a couch potato lifestyle. I know thats kinda bad and unproductive.. But, its relax right?
Sometimes we need to relax over the holidays for a little while, to make it up for the slogging I did during school weeks.

Hmmm. Heard some of the students right now have already starting their studies on some of the modules for the next semester. Sher borrowed my microecons book to study with her study group.. I was like woah, so tense. Or is it kiasu? Haha.

At times when we thought we've achieved something that we desired, we tend to feel comfortable in where we are in life. Hence, not putting the extra effort to work harder because we've already clinched that goal.
Maybe there's one phrase in chinese that i would keep it in my mind, "一山比一山高."

In everything we do, no matter how great our achievements would be, there would always be someone better than us. Therefore, we shouldn't be cocky and arrogant in anything we do.

I'll be looking forward to this coming Thursday. Its Brandon's birthday! Yeah, gonna see some old faces again. Time to catch up with those old friends. I bet Ernie is gonna rape Brandon upside down. LAWLS.

Philippians 3:12 " Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me."

Rid yourself of vanity

Let's see, this blog's been dead since forever. Revive, revive with my magical touch!


Life must have been pretty hectic for K, going out every day, buying more & more stuff, spending money & more money. But that beats staying at home every day I guess.


Hope you enjoy your holidays K! :)

Holidays suck.

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt
you now I can't stop


I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry

It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go


You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
there's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhh already gone, already
gone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, already
gone, already gone

Remember all the tings we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye


You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
there's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Remember the days when our hair were short.

Time really flies.. Just one blink of an eye, we are already in polytechnic, junior college.

Remember those days when we were in primary school. When the recess bell started to hit, ten to twenty school kids would all rush down to the table tennis court with our rackets to "chop" the table. Its kind of cute because once we've "chopped" it, we are the owner for the table until we leave that place. But thats what we really did.

When we are innocent and naive, everything to us seems simple. But as we grow up, we tend to think things in a more implicit, more complex way of how life actually is.
Right now, we have to be aware of what the real world can do to us. Its not as simple as we think it usually is.

Those brothers I have, I hope we would never fade away. Imagine when we have booked out from national service on weekends, all of us hang out at some coffee shop with our heads all shaved. And its kind of cool because those people around us would really admire us, "woah, these bunch of botak friends really have tight friendships."

And I think brothers will always remain one of the highest priority in my life. They will always be some kind of strong pillar. Whenever we have bgr probs, money probs, or fighting probs, they would always be here for us. And having heart to heart talks with one and other throughout the night would always be so meaningful. Its something that money couldn't buy.

The reason why they all say poly friends cant be trusted, its because we dont really know the kind of background that they came from. Like I said, when we grow older our mind start to think further. Its the complexity of our minds that kills us.

Exams has commenced.

Reached school at about 1.50pm?
It was pouring heavily like crazy. While walking on the bridge that connects design sch and the library, I could literally feel chills. The strong wind and rain were blowing. wooooh. *HAIRSTAND*

Econs was manageable I guess. As usual, "FAIL ALREADY LAAA."
1 paper down.
Left 3 paper to go. POM's on monday, and its gonna kill me.


Scars (Stronger for life) - Corrine May

I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger

Scars make us stronger for life

Five loaves and two fishes

A little boy of thirteen, was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom, even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly, the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox, at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do, there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
The kindness in His smile
And the boy cried out
With the trust of a child
He said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all to feed them all"

I often think about that boy when I'm feeling small
And I worry that the work I do means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry is a diamond in His hands
And every door that slams in my face, I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small

I trust in you
I trust in you

So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
No gift is too small