Confessions.

Lyin here with you so close to me,
Its hard to fight these feelings when if feels so hard to breathe.
I'm caught up in this moment,
I'm caught up with your smile.

Dearest,
I really hope that we could pull this through together somehow.
So many factors that sets us apart. & I feel that it's a barrier between us.

I value long-term memories over than just "living for the moment" periods. I believe you do cherish such worldview too, don't you?

You mentioned before that you're sure that you'll wanna try to take things to the next level, but you aren't sure that would this be the route for you. Perhaps that you too, believed that chemistry that was found shouldn't be gone to waste just like that hmmm. This is why I think I really tried with the best of efforts that I could give into this. I know you're trying too, but I guess sometimes it's tough for a shy kid like you to express it thoroughly huhhhhhhhhh.

This is just some thoughts that came through my mind randomly, something that I just wanna typed out and not just bottle up. Ultimately, it's just something that I wanna share with you.

It may seem like I'm getting a little paranoid over this matter, even with the smallest issue. I know I'm just overlooking matters.

But this is because,
I don't wanna lose us without a putting on a fight.