Happy ever after?

Just got back from a wedding dinner.
Yup, they're a loving couple. Its their big day.

While travelling towards orchard. I was listening to the radio. This DJ from 98.7fm was talking about her love life. Talking about how hard she struggled with the r/s she had.

She said, "Back then, we knew our chance of being tgt till the end was zero. But we fought real hard together. Unfortunately after 2 years, gravity pulls us down back to earth once again. My guy's parents didn't accepted me because of religeon."

Maybe unequally yoke couples will last till marriage, but their life after that wouldn't be as complete as a whole. Because of different ideologies, morals would be weighed differently.
And because of that, couples quarrel everytime.

9 more days to midsem. Are we ready for it guys?

Deep wounds don't heal.

Had a bad day today.
Fucked up family.
Living in a place of agony.
Deep cuts won't heal, deep hurt somehow kills.

Anyhow, I love this feeling of loneliness.
However, striving for the best wouldn't bring much happiness.

Its just like, its me and the world alone.
Trampled and dismissed in a big fucking zone.

Although its something that I can cope,
But life within me has lost its hope.

This walk alone with God.

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of it with you.
Now I'm, wondering why, I've kept this bottled inside,
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you.

So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know...
Never gonna be alone.
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,
I won't let you fall.
Never gonna be alone.
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands,
'Cause forever I believe that there's nothing I could need but you,
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know.

Never gonna be alone.
From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,I won't let you fall.
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on.
We're gonna see the world out,
I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone.


Projects are piling up once again. Yup, everyone is gonna feel the stress. So no point bragging about it.
13 more days to mid-semestral exams. Reasonable grades? Hope so.
M' so gonna walk this path with God alone.

Its good to dwell on the past, the good times that is. But its inevitable to face the reality one day.

Change is the only constant thing in this world.

I think I've lost interest in blogging already. hahaha.
Although many thoughts have been running through in my mind lately, I'd just backspace the things I've typed. Or, couldn't be bothered to blog..

Maybe life is only this long. But I guess the afterlife would be eternal. Been researching on "Euthanasia" throughout this whole week for the upcoming test on monday. Seriously, I think im gonna fail damn badly if Im doing this topic. Euthanasia simply means, taking lives on those who are simply helpless on the hostpital bed, or lives that are of no value. This is a super sad topic to write about. But it would definitely increase my exposure about life.

Maybe my summary of poly life would be :
-Lonliness
-Growing in the word of Christ
-Used to the stress level
-Ready for NS
-Went through different kinds of situations
-Learned a lot through past experience.
-Enjoyed the times I had with my close poly mates.

Grats to all O level students~ All the best for the result taking in January :)