Walking out.

There're 2 things in life that never fails to brighten up my day. First is a cup of coffee (sugarless). And next, a can of heineken beeeeer.

Don't really agree much with people who hate these 2 beverages. Though it might taste bitter and all, but somehow appreciating stuffs like this really enables me to associate things in different perspective.

After church service, Marc and I went for a lunch date with Auntie Kim. It was really an eye opener for me.

Well, most of the time, the both of us were just aunt kim’s listening ear.
She's at least 60 years of age, had little confidence in speaking, fluency problems etcetc. Despite all these drawbacks, she speaks with sincerity and command. & emotions were flowing out of the conversations as well.

Bottom of my heart, I really do believe that such moments are priceless. You can't really engage a long-conversation easily with an elderly person anywhere, anytime when you're outside.

But in church, we have the privilege to do so. Bringing a smile out of the cracks in their lives, generally gives anyone a sense of joy and satisfaction. & it was really an honour for an elderly to invite us along to a small gathering/lunch appointment.

Teenagers, youths. We all aim for the tangible stuffs, the conscious, the obvious. But often leave out the wiser words, the bigger picture of life.

Inspire not with your intentions, but with the understanding.

Perhaps there's no reciprocation.
Perhaps its anachronism.

Somewhere only we know.

Just got back from MBS.
Got a little sick of mugging at home. So i've decided to take a tour with the rest of my notes at MBS.

Otw there was retarded because I've seen so many elderly people heading their way down to the casino. Somehow it's the addictions that tears a family apart..

Okay nevertheless, I really enjoyed the atmosphere there.
The lightings @ night in the mall actually plays a huge psychological impact in customers. With the various accent lightings and all, they've managed to create a contrast of shadows and dim lights along the various aisles. Hence this generate some sort of interest and anticipation while walking ard the mall with a posh and exclusive impression.

Lol, I personally feel that learning stuffs in retail is more like a leisure, wider exposure of life to me. Concepts we've learned could only bring the subconscious factors that attracts people into the stores, to our conscious. Making it obvious to prevent impulse purchases, etcetc. (save money lolllllll)

& nothing more hahaha.

The highlight of my midnight tour..

This was taken right outside Bay Sand's shopping mall.
You know where there are wooden platforms, where water fountains (whatever you call that) is on the move, along with the projection to create a "slide show".

It was 1.30am & there were no souls around there. The atmosphere was deserted, yet beautiful. Really took off some pressures in life, all the ambitions, all the desires, all the shits. (For the moment only i suppose hahaha)
It's like thinking of nothing, and just solely appreciating what the visual effects had brandished.

Life can offer a whole lot of positive affections as compared to the negative. But often we choose to focus on the rational.. Making life miserable and all.

Cabbed home at about 2.10am.

Lies.

I know that theres no turning back
if we put too much light on this we'll see through all the cracks
let's stay in the dark one more night
don't want to know
I'm okay with this silence
it's truth that I dont want hear

Sometimes the truth hurts, but at least, the intentions are known.

Mindset.

The sunlight, warm me and penetrate these broken bones.
Windows are frozen, they lock me out of a life I know.
And my eyes are bleeding, cause I learn to see in the blackest night

The 3 of us, had a little food festival over dinner, known as "the reunion dinner".
Hmmm, though there was a wide spread of sumptious food on the table, somehow along the line i realized that there's something missing.

I was just browsing through facebook earlier and I came across this picture:

Out of the blue, couldn't help but a drop of tear just rolled down my cheek. Only such beautiful context melts my heart, lollllll.

It's because we all seek for affiliation in many different ways.

Many of times we're conditioned to such stimulus that yearns for warmth. So much that makes our hearts become hardened when we have the insufficient. Put it in a simpler term, hearts that became numb.

We don't feel the pain no more because we've decided to keep those memories back into our unconscious.

& the only way to conquer this little self-pity mindset is to challenge against these painful memories.

Psalm 27:10 "Even if my father and mother abandon me, the Lord will hold me close."

I believe that there is no need to indulge in disparity because such situation brings life to the other side of the coin.

We become stronger & tougher, just like a brand new skin known as, scars.