Monday, April 21, 2014

Head knowledge.

Here's a scenario that I think it's classic to talk about:
There's a glass of wine that's poured only up to half of the maximum capacity. Question to your perspective is: Do you see the glass of wine as something half filled? Or rather it's half empty?

Well, I've found another dimension. Regardless whether it's half filled, or it's half emptied, just be appreciative and thankful that the glass is actually filled with something, which wine in this case.

It's been months since I've talked to you. To be honest, I do miss communicating with you. Some things will always remain, some feelings will always be there for certain reasons.

All you wanted was to receive morning texts that would make ya feel special. All you wanted was someone to be a listening ear, rather than giving solutions to solve the problem. Someone who could actually be a gentleman and take the initiative to make things right regardless who is in the right, or in the wrong. Someone that you could rely on with the deepest secrets being shared. A person that would actually never leave a girl hanging regardless of how ugly the situation was, etc

These are some of the many things that I've understood at the back of my mind. However, sometimes I could only tell myself there's always a limit in giving in, it's because I'm only human with emotions too. People do get burned out and eventually losing themselves, losing their identity, their goals and plans in the long run.

I believe you've moved on, probably to someone else. & I'm genuinely glad and happy for you as much as it pinches me.  It's because there were some things that we both couldn't achieve. And perhaps the other guy have the chemistry with you.