Influences.

"And in walks her prince charming, he just knows what to say.
Momentary lapse of reason and she gave herself away."


Many times we're that girl in this quotation, and we're easily influenced by the prince charming (friends, etc) with just a few words of pressure.

To me, influences changes a person's attitude and mindset in a certain aspect and areas of life.
Be it good or bad, influences such as peer pressures, media influences and maybe intrinsic motivations would push a person's desire to do something.

Aimlessly aimed.

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt

Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours.

Who am I - Casting Crowns

I'll praise you in this storm.
I'll remember when I stumbled in the wind, You heard my cry.
You raised me up again.
For My strength is almost gone, how can I carry on?

Luke 9:24, "For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it."

Goodbye.

See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back.


Sorry guys, if this is an explicit post. Sorry church mates, especially to leaders if any of you happen to come across this post.

Well, heard this fucking phrase which is super contradicting. It goes, "Nan ren bu huai, Nu ren bu ai."

If anyone could see my point Im dishing out, you girls never fail to say guys are only but a bunch of jerks. But you see, jerks are known as "bad guys".
So if you girls go on steady with guys who are deemed as "bad", PLEASE STOP COMPLAINING THAT ALL GUYS ARE ASSHOLES just because you've just met some shit along the way. Its you girls that asked for it.

Recently, these news came from friends, cousins and even newsfeed on Facebook. Saying that guys are useless piece of shits because they dump girls, yup. Decided to pen some of my thoughts down.

And yeah, not all guys are "huai" in context to that chinese phrase.
And maybe you know, some guys are really decent and girls still go for them. :)

It all matters only at the end of the day.

Had a really good day today.
My time was spent mostly with Kaye. Hahaha, caught up with her a lot. After all these while we managed to meet up like twice or something during this holiday.
Stupid idiot said that her sister and I bought the same pair of haviainas' slippers during the trip in Austrailia. Wasted my money laaaaa.

Well, the topic we touched on were mostly on poly life and emotions?

The sentence of the day was something like, "I love God thats why I'm determined to love you."
Kinda cool isn't it? Maybe in laymans term, it means that between a guy and a girl, both of them are putting God in the center of their relationship.
Putting everything between them into the hands of God. So this is could be a healthy relationship because proper boundaries are set.

We tried out the new frappacino. "Expresso chips" something something.
Cost like 8 bucks for a size of a venti. But it was kinda nice for a moment because Kaye's theory was, "chewing and munching of the chips is love!".

After like 2 hours or so, decided to buy another drink. A hot one. Well, she disliked it a lot. Cause she said it was super bitter and all. What a kid huhhhh.

At around 7.20 pm, we went our seperate ways haha. Because some secret guy went to pick her up. LOLS. Watch movie siollllllll~

Supposedly there's a cell dinner tonight. But was cancelled. Well, met up with loy. Played abit of comp game at the LAN shop and went home.

New wineskin.

Hmm. On the way home, I was informed by Jeremy about the posting of class.
Well, I'm posted to class 2R04.
Its kinda sad when you're being seperated with your former class. After all the bonds you've made throughout the first whole fruitful year in a new environment.
But yes, CHANGE is the only constant thing on this earth. (Other than God haha.)
Gotta accept the reality and move on. :)

Haha, guessed that the first or second week would be kinda fun as a new class.
But maybe arguements, poaching, backstabbing and snatching of classmates for project groupmates would arise once project work in poly is being released. Like come on, who wouldn't want hardworking students in their project work? Who wouldn't want good grades? haha.

For me, I wouldn't mind groupmates who aren't as smart as those who scores really good grades. As long as they've done their part, or rather, take ownership in their work, Im really fine with it.

Past experiences with some groupmates were really horrible. To me its fine that they didn't really put in any effort at all. But what's really bugging me, its their consciousness. Where have it gone to? They don't even bother messaging to say, "Hey sorry, what have I missed out? How's the project going?" or "Is there anything I could do for the project?". Just totally hope that they would receive an A for project at the end of the day. Lawls.

Hahaha, maybe this is what life has to offer us. Its part and parcel of life afterall :)
Heard from a classmate-to-be that a lot of "chiongsters" have been posted to 04. Well, thats good isn't it?

Motivation in school is really important for good grades.

Hope more people would be motivated for morning bible studies as well! Although Wei Lin is in 01, but Kaye's still with me! <3
Besides academic, hope the bond would be as good as 1R02.
Pray, pray, pray & pray!