Only know you love her, when you've let her go.

Basically how a relationship ends it's only because both parties stop trying. It's only natural when you love someone, you have an expectation of the other party reciprocating in a way or another. This encourages the relationship to grow stronger when actions are shown because at the back of the mind, you'll know that the other party cherishes you as much as you do.

Couples start quarrelling it's only because of miscommunication. They both fail to understand one another's well-being and stuff. You could say that loving someone creates expectation, but i beg to differ because sometimes all they want is just a sign of acknowledgement. Discouragement could be a product as it could actually hit someone really badly as well.

As you bother to maintain the relationship during and after quarrels and quarrels, you'll eventually understand the other party better because you're more salient to the differences between one another, and ultimately reach to a consensus. I believe sometimes quarrels can be termed as, a 'double-edged sword'. With regards to the hind side, quarrels do let you have a better comprehension of whether both are unsuitable after all.

As I was preparing our monthsary surprise before booking out of my army camp, I texted you and asked where were your whereabouts and etc so that I know roughly when I could deliver the surprise. I've actually printed some pictures such as the river safari date, some pictures we took and uploaded on instag, etc. With the help of my camp mate as he was really good with design, I bothered seeking him for his expertise because I know I'm really weak with art and craft.

Just before midnight, I've actually called you up and wanted to meet up with you at 12am as I was about to leave my home with the stuffs. But I guess things somehow went really ugly and it was all gone with the wind. We all face risks when we do surprises because the other party isn't aware of it. But sometimes when things don't actually go the way we wanted to be, and sometime it's only discouragement that follows through.

Everyone wants to be heard, but no one wants to be disappointed. Everyone wants to receive, but no one is willing to give because they might face a huge disappointment time and time again.

Today was supposed to be our 10th Monthsary together. I just want to tell you that you will always be a beautiful person in my heart. Despite facing through the roller coaster ride with you, I just want to let you know that only the good memories will always be kept in my heart. As I'm typing out all these, flashbacks were running through and I've asked myself something. It was really a worthy experience being in love with you.

I never once believe in fate because I know there will always be a result to an action. However, perhaps tonight, I hate to believe that it could actually be fate afterall.

Nevertheless, thanks for shaping me to be a better person. Someone that has actually taught me how to love my mother, my sister, and make a woman feel loved most importantly.

Here I am saying, I love you and goodbye, for the last time.
Take care.

You could say that things are falling apart. There will be a point where too much hurt will stop you from trying to build things up again.

As much as I want to be the reason why you're smiling, sometimes I do not wish to comprehend the thought of you being a happier person without me. That's because the relationship feels like it is draining life rather than enriching it.

In your mind, you think I've changed. But bear in mind that there's also a force, which I don't wanna mention here, made me felt that way too. Could it be that we have different expectations and not suitable for each other? Or could it be that we're just not putting enough effort to reach a consensus.