You could say that things are falling apart. There will be a point where too much hurt will stop you from trying to build things up again.

As much as I want to be the reason why you're smiling, sometimes I do not wish to comprehend the thought of you being a happier person without me. That's because the relationship feels like it is draining life rather than enriching it.

In your mind, you think I've changed. But bear in mind that there's also a force, which I don't wanna mention here, made me felt that way too. Could it be that we have different expectations and not suitable for each other? Or could it be that we're just not putting enough effort to reach a consensus.