Thursday, December 31, 2009

The last day of this tough year.

Over the skies of Bethlehem appeared a star
While angels sang to lowly shepherds
Three Wiseman seeking truth they traveled from afar
Hoping to find the child from heaven
Falling on their knees they bow before the humble Prince of Peace

We bring an offering of worship to our King
No one on earth deserves the praises that we sing
Jesus may you receive the honor that you're due
O Lord I bring an offering to you

The sun cannot compare to the glory of your love
There is no shadow in your presence
No mortal man would dare to stand before your throne
Before the Holy One of heaven
It's only by Your blood
It's only through Your mercy
Lord, I come.


Lord, I'll come to you.
I'll be an offering to you.
So I'll obey, trust and do.

You lift my burdens and shame high up.
For its your love that have filled my cup.

May no trials be a barrier for me.
May all chains from the devil be broken free.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

3 more days to a better year.

Just completed touching up Psychology's project.
Kind of tired right now.

Had around 4hrs+ of project work on comm skills today. Hmm, this is one of the project meeting that I've enjoyed. Quite satisfied with the progress I must say.

Well, collected econs result. Still the same, disappointed.
Just barely hit the mark. Marks were lost due to incomplete descriptions of the answers.

Looking back, maybe I didn't really pushed myself hard enough, or its because of other external problems Im facing? hahaha.

Oh well, just have to work harder in the future.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Back to school.

"When will you be home?" she asks
As we watch the planes take off.
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead.
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled.
As a child, she was my world.
And now to let me go,
I know she bleeds and yet she says to me.

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away..

School was demoralising today. Shit results for Comm skills.

Ckw, what are you doing? Spent so much effort on doing work and yet results don't pay.
Stop being such a dumb ass, learn how to do things in a smarter way. Study smarter, not harder please you blockhead. Acting like you're efficient but not effective huh?
So please stop dreaming and wake up your damn ideas.

Friday, December 25, 2009

ITS CHRISTMAS.

Im at Ernie's house now. Kinda chilling out haha. Mingkit, Dillion, Hui Hua and Ern's mum are mahjong-ing at the other side of the house now! haha.
Ernie's off to Zara, his workplace. Jiayou huh kid, DON'T SLACK :D

Caught Sherlock Holmes with Sher. Since it was an intellectual show, I was explaining to her whats it was all about half the time. DUMB KID! Kidding kidding.
4/5 bites for it. :)

Well, after counting down at Ernie's church, I wanted to go home! But oh, they forced me to ton! LOL. Hmm, although it was a catholic church, I felt the presence of God the similarly in contra to pentacosta, methodist, etcetc church.

Brought back a few points from what the Father said.
"Only through Christ, true happiness could be found. Since Christmas is all about giving, what can you offer to Jesus to obtain that true happiness? What are the struggles in your life you want to give it to Him to break it?"

Surprisingly, I chose love this time round. Sometimes, lack of love really kills. Maybe its true that love makes the world go around hahaha.

I think I'll stop here.
Merry Christmas once again guys :)

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Its Christmas Eve.

Its been quite a relaxed week for me.
Well today's Christmas eve.
Streets at Orchard is gonna be so packed. Oh well, I guess majority of the people around the streets wouldn't know whats Christmas is all about. "Exchanging gifts and presents" thats all huh? Lol.

Went out with Dillion bro ytd. He's kinda funny, "Orchard Ion" became "Orchard Iron". LOLS. Went to his sister's church near plaza sing to support her. She's only like 8 yrs old? Quite cool, kids were singing and all. The church concert was held outside the church, felt quite warm. But yes, the presence of God can be felt even in such atmosphere.
Faith is just like a fuse in the lightbulb. If the fuse isn't there in the first place, how can God be lighted up in our lives? :)
Tons and tons of church members around Singapore came together to sing some Christmas carols, hoping to unwrapped the blind eyes and understand what is Christmas really is all about.
Well done peeps! haha.

Gotta start writting cards to friends soon! Take care all.
Have a blessed Merry Christmas.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Look at me, and tell it all.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow".
So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

Good songs are hard to come by nowadays. Haha, talk about Lady Gaga and her nonsensical lyrics and songs?
Seriously, I'd give -10/10.

School is gonna reopen soon. Kinda looking forward to it. Hope this semester passes real quick, forget about all the stress, projects crap etc.

The service on Sunday was really good. It was a success I guessed. Many friends were being invited. Quite a number of them got saved! Great message by the Austrailian pastor.
Well, the topic was all about John 3:16. Stressing on the love of God, sacrificing His only son to die on the cross for us.

The ushering team did a lot of work. Super drained out. After that, headed on to orchard to meet up with bros and all.
Had Carls Jr for dinner! $7.10 for like so many stuffs.. 6 burger meals etcetc (Y)

Went to town AGAIN today (21st of dec) with cell members this time. Shopped at quite a lot of places. Ion, 313, Plaza Sing. Our feets were almost broken at the end of the day. Guys can't do serious shopping I guess.

Alrights, this post is quite redundant. Anyhow, just felt like blogging for the sake of it haha.
Gonna take a rest, nights all.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Inspired.

I was reading one of close friend's blog and was inspired to blog about it.

Both him and his girlf believes in different religeon. And yet they're getting along so fine and well. Well, He's a buddhist and his girl is a christian. Both of them took some quizes about listing down the priorties in life. Im glad that the girl chose God and her family as her 2 most important person in her life. Because if God is out of her life, things would go hayewire i guess.

Met up with this guy friend of mine ard 3 weeks ago. He looked great, loving life and doing well in his exams too. And yes, they have thought real far ahead about their future.

In life when one is having a relationship with the opposite sex, I guess its really appropriate to let their parents know about it. So at least their parents could guide them and not lead them to astray. But yet again, parents might not allow and hence kids tend to date secretly. lol.

Just wanna say: Yo bro, hope life would be as smooth as it seem on the outside throughout the years. You've really played a big part in my life once haha. Yeah, and I hope you'll acknowledge who God really is one day. Because life in this world is only so long. Whereas the afterlife whom receives Jesus is eternal. Its good to be "equally yoked" because the both of you would still be together even the afterlife. Wouldn't that be great? haha. Hope you guys last forever.
May God bless you :)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

"What about us"

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late, What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Thoughts.

Went to school for project meet up today. It was quite productive I guessed.
Yes, we cant expect all hardworking students to be in a particular project group.

For me if such cases happens, I wouldn't mind slackers in my group. But the question to them is this: "Do you feel guilty about it? Do you feel guilty for not even putting the least effort in it?". This is just a minor reflection thats all. There isn't any hard feelings about it because life still carries on for both you and I. :)

Well, holidays are supposed to be holidays. But yeah, many of us wouldn't treat this 2 weeks of grace period as hols. Because partly its because its just 2 weeks? Compared to the 2 months we had last time. Or maybe its because of the project meet ups during this time?

Was quite disappointed for mid sem exams. I guess when results are out on the first week, things wouldn't be as good as I thought it would be before taking the exams. If we can't even forgive the minor mistakes we have made off in our lives, such as careless mistakes, what else can we expect if there's a major mistake made in the near future?

Maybe I should learn that mistakes are bound to happen in our lives. None of us are perfect. Facing the reality and picking ourselves up once again should be everyone's mindset.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Well, this is life.

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.



Well, 2 of them left without saying goodbye. So whats left to talk about?
Maybe when one ain't important anymore, we'll tend to overlook, neglect that particular thing.
This is life, this is reality. Life changes, preference defers.

Gonna send Josh off at the airport tmr. Love ya bro, stay strong with life. I'll always be there by your side.
Keep your stride, keep your faith and let everything else go.
Hope life would be better for you.
Surely you know I'll be there to listen to your problems don't you? :)

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Jesus Messiah

He became sin
Who knew no sin
That we might become His Righteousness
He humbled himself and carried the cross

Love so amazing
Love so amazing

Jesus Messiah
Name above all names
Blessed Redeemer
Emmanuel
The rescue for sinners
The ransom from Heaven
Jesus Messiah
Lord of all

His body the bread
His blood the wine
Broken and poured out all for love
The whole earth trembled
And the veil was torn

All I hope is in You
All I hope is in You
All the glory to You, God
The light of the world



Im feeling kind of weak now. Emotionally weak.
God broke my heart while listening to this song. Kinda tearing now.
Its all about Jesus, its all about the way He change our lives.

This song is about Jesus sacrificing Himself, upon the cross.
Its His blood that washes our sin away.
This is how we'd get etnernal life. Because its Jesus whom mended the broken bridge that would lead us to God Himself.
The reason why we can't see God face to face right now, its because we're all sinners. How can one that is impure see God, when He is ever good and holy?


"I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies"
- John 11:25


Lord, thanks for keeping me safe, keeping the fire within me to have a burning passion.
May all glory be with You.