I once believed that love was romance, just a chance
I even thought that love was for the lucky and the beautiful
I once believed that love was a momentary bliss
But love is more than this
At the cross, you died for us. A blameless death.
So amazed by the sacrificed You've did. For a wretch like me.
I stay amazed.
Despite my determined heart towards certain situation, You never fail to look upon my life. Upon my weaknesses. Upon the way I treated school life. Upon the way I treated my family. Upon the way I viewed on certain stuffs.
Thank you for giving me spiritual mirrors to check on my flaws in life.
Constantly reminding me to change of my old ways.
Thank you for the new wineskin.
Despite the hardened heart, adamant, non-chalent lifestyle.
Still,You poured Your grace upon me.
I praise You once again for that tangible touch of love by You.
That touch on 10th Aug 2008.
This is love's definition.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Through the plasticity, getting to know one another will be a surprise.
No community will boycott an individual for no reason. Somewhere somehow things always happen for a reason.
Hongkong trip was more or less like an eye opener for me. No doubt Singapore's environment is such a stressful place to be, the life here has so much luxurious privilege for us to enjoy.
Though HK has it's big pool of attraction, still SG>HK to me hahaha.
Despite the taxes.
Despite the educational stress.
Despite the inequality of salaries.
Despite the culture conservativeness.
Despite the hierarchy of status relationships.
Still, one of the best.
No community will boycott an individual for no reason. Somewhere somehow things always happen for a reason.
Hongkong trip was more or less like an eye opener for me. No doubt Singapore's environment is such a stressful place to be, the life here has so much luxurious privilege for us to enjoy.
Though HK has it's big pool of attraction, still SG>HK to me hahaha.
Despite the taxes.
Despite the educational stress.
Despite the inequality of salaries.
Despite the culture conservativeness.
Despite the hierarchy of status relationships.
Still, one of the best.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Hey Ignorance.
if this character prolongs, graduating from poly without any friends wouldn't be a surprise at all. not even the slightest surprise.
Its a route everyone gotta make, its a chance everyone gotta take.
Its a route everyone gotta make, its a chance everyone gotta take.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
1 year, 1 month, 1 day ago.
If you could remember that question you've popped. At that point it was all a yes.
Today. After much thoughts, after much losses, after much crosses.
& thank God I survived those.
No longer the character I knew,
No longer things are in tune.
For the answer for this day,
No, not, nopes.
If you could remember that question you've popped. At that point it was all a yes.
Today. After much thoughts, after much losses, after much crosses.
& thank God I survived those.
No longer the character I knew,
No longer things are in tune.
For the answer for this day,
No, not, nopes.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Succeeding.
I don't wanna be the one, the battles always choose.
Cause inside I realise, that I'm the one confused.
I realised that, it's an interesting tatic to put yourself in a very very pessemistic position to stir up motivation in life. Take studies for an example.
Like condemning or rather, picturing yourself in the worst scenerio.
"What if Im earning 3k sgd a month with just a damn diploma? What if I can't get into local uni with a mediocre A level results?" Yeah, phrases and thoughts like that. You can really mix and match the adjectives and so on hahaha.
Think that it's alright because at least it brings down our ego. But overdoing of it will reflect as an act of self pity. I've seen quite a number of facebook status updates mourning on how patethic their lives, grades are.. etcetc. Hahaha, hate to admit that I'm guilty in indulging such deep thoughts & reflections but I'll never post exact details on the happennings and such.
Had a tonn with BFL over at Ernie's house last night. Because all of us are in poly, we had a lot of common topic to touch on.
Some of us were talking about life and successes @ the 3rd floor's bedroom. Well, the defination of "Success" varied widely among us. Mine was being at the best of each individual's ability to achieve the maximum potential's result. While some of them viewed "success" as being joyful, happy-go-lucky kinda life. It caught me thinking at that point of contact. It served as an reinforcement to this phrase, "The lower the expectations we have, the higher the satisfactionary level we will have in our lives."
But somehow it pains my heart to see some them so unmotivated. I mean, having a goal in life is the most fundamental step they could do to pursue the slightest happiness they could ever find, ain't I'm right?
I've a heart to heart session over @ starbucks with one of them like 7 months ago. Knowing what I wanna do is the sole reason why I've made that statement months back. You see, when you've found a purpose or vision, you'll tend to be motivated to achieve that state/position. Yearning to move on to that phase of life rather than hogging on what we currently have.
So yeah bro, hope you understand where I'm coming from :)
Cause inside I realise, that I'm the one confused.
I realised that, it's an interesting tatic to put yourself in a very very pessemistic position to stir up motivation in life. Take studies for an example.
Like condemning or rather, picturing yourself in the worst scenerio.
"What if Im earning 3k sgd a month with just a damn diploma? What if I can't get into local uni with a mediocre A level results?" Yeah, phrases and thoughts like that. You can really mix and match the adjectives and so on hahaha.
Think that it's alright because at least it brings down our ego. But overdoing of it will reflect as an act of self pity. I've seen quite a number of facebook status updates mourning on how patethic their lives, grades are.. etcetc. Hahaha, hate to admit that I'm guilty in indulging such deep thoughts & reflections but I'll never post exact details on the happennings and such.
Had a tonn with BFL over at Ernie's house last night. Because all of us are in poly, we had a lot of common topic to touch on.
Some of us were talking about life and successes @ the 3rd floor's bedroom. Well, the defination of "Success" varied widely among us. Mine was being at the best of each individual's ability to achieve the maximum potential's result. While some of them viewed "success" as being joyful, happy-go-lucky kinda life. It caught me thinking at that point of contact. It served as an reinforcement to this phrase, "The lower the expectations we have, the higher the satisfactionary level we will have in our lives."
But somehow it pains my heart to see some them so unmotivated. I mean, having a goal in life is the most fundamental step they could do to pursue the slightest happiness they could ever find, ain't I'm right?
I've a heart to heart session over @ starbucks with one of them like 7 months ago. Knowing what I wanna do is the sole reason why I've made that statement months back. You see, when you've found a purpose or vision, you'll tend to be motivated to achieve that state/position. Yearning to move on to that phase of life rather than hogging on what we currently have.
So yeah bro, hope you understand where I'm coming from :)
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