You left me there hanging.

It's no one's fault.
There's none to blame.
I was really glad there were some meaningful moments that we managed to have.
Cherished it a lot.

But there's one thing for sure.
Only the gullible's never move on with life :)

Swaying images

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind,images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trick.

Well I'd never want to see you unhappy,
I'd thought you'd want the same for me.

Goodbye, my almost lover.
Goodbye, my hopeless dream.
I'm tryin not to think about you,
Can't you just let me be
A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover



Just got back from Genting.. Well, this song was on replay for like countless of times on the coach, back & forth.

Got me to reflect some of the stuffs for the past 3-4 years. How life passed so quickly. How I once was a freshie in poly. & now, finally, graduated..

I really do feel that God has blessed me with so many things in life. Studies, BFL, Financials.. However, somehow I feel there's something lacking. Perhaps it's the way I view the day-to-day, common & typical issues of life.

*It's always the i-don't-give-a-shit kind of attitude that turns people off i guess.



Sometimes a love relationship is like a burning cigarette. We inhale the tobacco into our lungs, & we'll feel the kick. Once it's burned to the brim of the filter, we've lost the chemistry.

& you'd wonder why the supposed special one is treating you differently all together.

It thus made me believed why making decision based on logic & rationality would be a better choice instead on human emotions.

AND BECAUSE OF THIS, people in school think I'm some cold blooded, competitive & hypocrite kinda person. Well, I don't blame them because I know this problem lies within myself.

& Maybe this is why, A, you're feeling that way, uncomfortable.

Sometimes solutions ain't so simple, sometimes goodbye's the only way..

Callings.

Being an innocent party.
Why do financial difficulties have to be the barrier in most families?

Being pressurized, going through such motions takes life deeper than what it should be. Lives of the child gets too distressed.

Goals are developed, pride within them hardened. Emotionally, they all react differently to various stimulator..

Sometimes perhaps this is why it motivates you to move on to the next phase of life, adulthood, because only then you can take control of your own decision wholly.