You Belong To Me

You run, you hide
As tears fall from your eyes
They fall like snow
From a wounded soul
You hold inside
The hurt of great divide
The hole is starting to get old

So come back to the light
To the love, you will find
It’s been here all along
So come back to the start
And you’ll find in your heart
That you always belonged
To me

Just take the rope
I won’t let it go
Give in
We can start again
I’m life, I’m hope
And I’m ready to explode
With how bad I want you back home

You’re my daughter, you’re my son
You’re the one I long to love
And you’ve heard I chose to die
Do you know you’re the reason why?

A step of faith.

Well, around 9hours or so, im gonna get water baptised. BFLs, Dad and Mum are going to support me. Hahaha~
Yup, its a step of faith onto Him.

Feeling excited later (tmr at east coast park) yet emotional about some other things.
Don't you feel something piercing through you when you're "so close yet so far" achieving something? Or wanting that presence back to your life? haha.

In life, we always tend to make decisions when we felt its the best at that point of moment, but regret a thousand times after that. lol.

Im sorry bros, Im not sure if imma follow you guys for the Austrailia trip during the poly vacation. Something is just holding me back i guess.

30 more days to main exams. Kinda look forward to that day.
Quickly end this semester, and see how my grades would fluctuate badly.

Angel

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh a beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
Oh and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel.
May you find some comfort here.


During biz stats lecture. I was dying from the servere flu I've got for the past 24hours++
Hahaha, ordered Kaye around like a nanny. "Kaye more tissue, Kaye pass me my pen, Kaye pass me my book!~"

Okay, collected biz stats result.. wasn't that bad as i thought it would be.

After doing the psycho survey thingy, met up with Crystal steppy and her group of girl clique at about 2.30pm -.-
All were like super shy.
Tim and I brought them around TP.. "Biz park cmi.. dont go. Mensa's salad bar is hot" that kind of stuffs.
Became sort of the orientation group leader for them! haha.
Hope you guys enjoyed it :)


Head to church for the first prayer meeting of the year.
Got prayed by HY.
Hmm, don't worry, I'll figure it out soon bro. Thanks for the advice.

Stuff ended around 10pm.. Went for a quick supper and headed home.

We fall only to make ourselves stronger.

Romans 5:3-5 , "Not only so, but we rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perserverence; perserverence, character; character and hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out His love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us."

Kaye shared this beautiful verse with me today.
Thanks yo bestie.

Finding paths.

Today was hectic.
School ended at 10.15am?
Project works were projected in the Singapore Merlion's style. LOLS.

Ended our stuffs at about 3pm. Left school with Kaye and Jeremy.

Kaye and I had a good talk with Wei Lin during the break at biz park.

Come on Wei Lin, we're interested in your growth in the Lord. We want the best for you don't we?
Talents have to be discovered in one way or another. Everyone starts from scratch.
As christians, all the more we shouldn't be losing confidence in everything and anything we do. Because we know if God is for us, who can be against us?
Everyone is facing stress as well. Everyone has imperfections in their lives.

Why do successful people manage to have a life of abundance? It is because he has tried his best in striving for the things he wants. He have passion in the things he is yearning for.
Likewise for you, a vision without action is merely just a dream.

If you're someone who really love God, you should be seeking him faithfully without any fear or humiliation.

A verse which I think you should look up.
Hope you'll find the path that God has called you to go.

2 Timothy 1:7, "For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline."

Everytime I fall, I'll just have to pick myself up once again.

The more I seek You.

The more i seek you,the more i find you
The more i find you, the more I love you

I wanna sit at your feet
Drink from the cup in your hand.
Lay back against you and breath, feel your heart beat
This love is so deep, it's more than I can stand.
I melt in your peace, it's overwhelming.

This song was played consecutively for like the past 2 hours on the replay.
Meaningful song. Its just something that one couldn't get tired of, which is,
God's love.

First post of this year.

Well, 2009 has been such a tough time.
Summary:
New school environment.
New stress level.
New friends made.
New understanding learned.

Closer to God.
Closer to BFL.
Closer to Poly mates. ( Kaye, Weilin, Wen Qin etc etc.. 1R02)

Lesser with Family.
Lesser with love.
Lesser of belongingless

More of emotions stimulated.
More of handling of stress.
More patience with the people around me.

2010's vision:
Playing guitar, singing praises of God. Connecting with the song Im playing.
Drive my dad's BMW to school.. ORCHARD ROAD, TOWN, WHERE EVER. (LOL)
Bond more with BFL.
No admitting to clubs unless Im going there to watch out for friends.
Being constant in school work.

Deeper level in maturity.
Deeper level of thinking.
Deeper level of analysing problems.
Deeper level of Faith with God.

2010's gonna be a much better year.
Because 2009 was totally hitting the floors of the chart.