Mindset.

The sunlight, warm me and penetrate these broken bones.
Windows are frozen, they lock me out of a life I know.
And my eyes are bleeding, cause I learn to see in the blackest night

The 3 of us, had a little food festival over dinner, known as "the reunion dinner".
Hmmm, though there was a wide spread of sumptious food on the table, somehow along the line i realized that there's something missing.

I was just browsing through facebook earlier and I came across this picture:

Out of the blue, couldn't help but a drop of tear just rolled down my cheek. Only such beautiful context melts my heart, lollllll.

It's because we all seek for affiliation in many different ways.

Many of times we're conditioned to such stimulus that yearns for warmth. So much that makes our hearts become hardened when we have the insufficient. Put it in a simpler term, hearts that became numb.

We don't feel the pain no more because we've decided to keep those memories back into our unconscious.

& the only way to conquer this little self-pity mindset is to challenge against these painful memories.

Psalm 27:10 "Even if my father and mother abandon me, the Lord will hold me close."

I believe that there is no need to indulge in disparity because such situation brings life to the other side of the coin.

We become stronger & tougher, just like a brand new skin known as, scars.