Adversely.

Here they come all the young,
all the old and everybody else who is told.
That I'm here now, yes I'm here now
And as everybody gathers around,
oh I swear we can still hear the sound of your guitar
Broken Down - Kevin Hammond

I managed to talk to one of the kids in church.
"Do you like coffee?". The reply was, "No".
Lol, so I asked why. "Cause it's bitter!"

Church will always be an eye-opener for me. From the youngest to the oldest, we'll learn about the various characteristics of people through church eventually.

Young children always have the liberty to enjoy what freedom really is don't they?
Taking things literally, just the way they are.
Enjoying a cup of milo to a cup of coffee because it tastes so much sweeter.

okay enuf nonsense. What im saying is, in different seasons in our life, we'll view things from a different angle.

Sometimes we've regretted not studying harder during secondary school.
Sometimes we were thankful that the playful nature in us served as a wake up call to reality.

Life is not a bitter sweet process.
But it's a sweet->bitter->sweet journey :)

Thin line.

I open my lungs to breathe in forgiveness and love.
Haunting me now, reminders of how I used to be.
And on down the road, my troubles are sure to follow
Looking out the window, the hell if I know, where I will go
So I'll just keep on driving.


I heard too much shit. Too much doubts about students produced by polytechnic.

So what if you're one of the top student in the institution? You're still fucking wasting 1 year as compared to students from College.

& when you've graduated from university, your employers will have the tendency to chuck aside the applicant that once came from poly.

Why? Cause they all fucking think that poly students can't adapt to the enviroment, can't analyze deeper, can't make decisions quicker and all.

Pure stereotyping.

(That's what I've heard so far. but i totally think that's bullshit because.............. it's not about how well you start, but how well you end :p
No but seriously, ultimately it's about the street smartness in you that pulls you through.)

Right now i think life sucks because im kinda wasting my days. Stucked with holidays, doing nothing productive. 10days++ more before starting on my final year in this school.

Haven't secure my attachment yet. How the hell am I gonna be calm and all.
& I'll keep my fingers cross.

Hi guys.

Kinda bored since the start of the holidays. Wishing that things could start kicking off again. It's been 5 weeks already. 2 or more weeks to go.

The songs at the bottom are pretty depressing. Might wanna click the "x" button at the top right corner.

But such songs chill your mind away from the stressors of life.
Try listening to the songs, lie on the bed and enjoy the momento of it.

It doesn't really hurt to try, so yeah :)

In circles.

Had the opportunity to interact with a couple of millionaires during dinner.
It was dad's bday. (Unfortunately he wasn't one of them HAHAHA)
Those were some of his clients attending the occasion.

Remember the days when we watched drama programmes on TV, where the poor were always crying over financial problems?

Well, the conversations carried out by them were completely the other way round.

They're considered as one of the successful businessmen in Singapore (I supposed so).

We're always in this circle, where money never fail to play a major role in our lives. But it really depends on how we take a stand in perspective on "success" itself.

It's because of money, there's such a thing called gambling.
Like they all say, gambling is always a zero-sum activity.

To gain something from it, we have to bring the other party down in expense of their $$$. & as often we don't cherish our winnings as much as our hard-earned cash from those kinda typical part time jobs.

We'll just spend it all unknowingly that it was the losers' hard earned money.

The earth can meet man's need, but never greed.

Shaking cold, these hands were meant to hold.

Most of the time people pray to God for stuffs to be in their will.
But the situation made it seem that the only solution, is to be in yours instead of mine.

How could things be so perfect, well, in my eyes that is.
Perhaps the flaws could only be seen after a period of time, or perhaps looking from a fix point of view prevents a broader perspective.

Don't wanna fall to pieces, just wanna sit there astray.
Don't wanna know the truth, just wanna keep it this way.

Really wanna know how stuffs have been so far.
But if there's no reciprocation, it's really pointless.

Envisaging on how life would be less stressed up, more meaningful, livelier.

Initially, it was just pure admiration.
Yes it was.

Burgerrrrs.

Went down to Macdonalds about an hour ago.
Well, who could resist not taking a chillpill at such a place when it's right below your house? hahaha.

Saw an auntie sitting alone at a corner with her fillet-o-fish. Just watching the way she held the burger. It was 2am++ in the morn and yeah, I thought to myself, how nice would it be if there was another person to have a meal with that elderly lady.

Not to mention, I was there alone too HAHAHA. Felt like having a munch because I couldn't sleep and all.

I personally believe that having a great conversation with someone that is stress-free and genuine really beat any sort of entertainment in life. Exchanging personal beliefs and opinions provides opportunity to know one and other better.

Several reasons why people seek for companionship. Some like hugs that brings out the warmth, some needs motivation in studies, some just falls in love because of "love at first sight"(this category falls into the fairy tale shit HAHAHA).

But there are some that needs a special soul to appreciate their worldviews, thoughts and action. Wouldn't it be sweet if there's someone that will never ever disagree with your future plans, future goals and future steps? I mean, everyone needs some sort of encouragement and support don't they?

Being alone doesn't necessarily mean being lonely. It might just mean that their special stuffs ain't worth sharing with anyone yet.

Compromises.

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

Chris Medina - What are Words