Its easier to replace pain with something numb.

Woke up at 7am.. Yeah! Managed to reach punctually for first service.
The presence of God was so thick and yes, could felt his love. Its an indescribable
feeling. Perhaps only you'll know when you encounter him yourself.
And it ain PSYCHOLOGICAL. Because back then before I was a non-believer of christ, I felt his presence only after attending church for 8 consecutive weeks w/o believing that he exist.

After 1st service ended, slacked around.. Ate lunch and stuffs.
Before 3rd service started, took some pictures..
AND YES, Zoie was so short that I've got to bend my knees so much that it almost touches the floor LOLS.










Service ended, they talked about bgr again..
From what they say : To choose a compatible companion, you need to be emotionally free, spiritual maturity level the same. Bla bla bla lol.

Headed to hougang to pay respect to laopek. It was a christian funeral eh. Sang amazing grace in chinese version during the funeral service. It was a nice experience.
Everything ended at about 9pm. Went home after that.

Sorry S! First quiz scored 5/8, 2nd quiz scored 0! :(
Quiz dont matter, what matter is the friendship!

Life about yesterday.

Friday- Ytd.

Reached sch at about 10.45am, met
S along the way at the bridge of school!
Coincidence hahahaha. Said hi, and moved on.

Headed down to clark quay ytd to meet up with brothers after sch ended.
Ate bak kut teh! I'll give it like 8/10 for it haha.
Next time I'll bring more friends there, nice environment too.
Except for one waitress, gave us attitude.

Funniest part of the day was, Dillion wanted to ask for the menu list.. Instead, he said, " xiaojie, gei wo mai dan."
LOLS. Haven't even eat anything yet, wanna pay for food haha.
ASKING FOR BILL AND MENU IS A TOTAL DIFFERENT THING MY BRO.
Your chinese sucks, lawls.

Hmm, after that slacked at the river side of clarke quay, watch the beautiful scene, laughed at the people who were on the thrill ride.. Its something like space shot in Genting lol.
Talk cock, sing song play mahjong. It was 9.30pm, decided to train home.
Dillion and Yuan stayed back while the rest of us went home.

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why,
But listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
The feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Listen to your heart
When he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
There's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why,
But listen to your heartbefore you tell him goodbye.

And there are voicesthat want to be heard.
So much to mentionbut you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,the beauty that's been
When love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heartwhen he's calling for you.
Listen to your heartthere's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why,
But listen to your heartbefore you tell him goodbye.

Listen To Your Heart - DHT

EMO SONG RIGHT. HAHA.
Just wanna give a shoutout to those in r/s, cherish the one you have right now (:
Work towards the r/s instead of thinking of breaking up heh.
Love is about COURTSHIP, AINT ABOUT DATING.
Everyone should have the mindset in a r/s, once you're in a commitment with the other party, you work towards marriage. If you're just playing, dont fucking call that love. THATS LUST.

So yeah, all the best to everyone out there.

Early morning.

Basket, woke up 5am in the morn.. Reached sch at 7.30am.
The bloody comp lab wasn't open till 8am. zz.
Managed to complete my final peice of the csa proj.
Its so bloody laychay. Cos i dont have microsoft excel at home.

Hmm. Done csa with WeiLin today after sch ended.
Learnt "=VLOOKUP" format finally hahaha. Went through trials and error with WL.

Thanks bro, for the help. Its a blessing to have such a nice classmate (:

Went to eat lunch, chatted about life with WL.
After that, went home.

Study period, no dota for me.

What a long day.

It's a long, long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long, long journey and I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to You

Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know You'll be standing by my side
It's a long, long journey
And I need to be close to You

Sometimes it seems no one understands I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will You break down these walls and pull me through?

'Cause it's a long, long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control

It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to You.

Journey - Corrine May

What a great song huh.
Even when times are down for us. With God's LOVE, we will always pick ourselves up and stand strong once again.

Hmm.. Tonned at Dillion's house ytd with Ernie. Played dota, slacked, joke and most importantly, did some of my csa work. Slept at 3am..

Woked up at about 7.30. Roughly 4 hours of rest only!
Washed up and left Dillion's house.. Met up with MengYun and Kellyann at boonkeng's KFC.
Ate, laughed ( as usual for the 2 girls ) and then headed to Orchard.

Reached there, collected our stuffs for flag day. Hmm, the fund raising is for the children's association.
Sky and I walked from Orchard to Bugis! On the way, collected a lot of donations from people on the streets haha.

After flag day ended, head towards the new church.
Well, it was good! Love the atmosphere. Its so much better than the main church.
Its going to be everyone's raw effort to bring the church up. So yeah, I guess its going to mean a lot to me when the church really grows.

2 girls = bomb.

Came in late to CSA LAB at 9.20am. 20mins late hahaha.
Well, had csa mock test. I was like staring onto blank space when the discount thingy appear.
"=vlookup(blablabla)" shits -.-

Decided to buy the csa book to revise on it. Test are coming up soon.. Gotta mug really really hard for it. At least 3.7/4 for gpa for this semester.

Well, had econs lecture.. Class was super noisy. Pity the lecturer leh. During tutorial for econs too. I guessed he can't control the class ba. Too "soft hearted" alr.
Econs is all about understandng ba. Memorise blindly leads to nowhere lol. Practice in econs is inevitable too.

Class ended, saw Ann and Emi outside the bus stop. They were like, "Aiseh! Going out with the bunch of girls." Lol. I was like, bo bian what. Class majority are girls haha.
Sia la, in the bus.. Sibei buay tahan. Michelle kept immitating everyone in class. When she immitated Kellyann, she was like having a constipated voice LOLS.

Reached tamp, Kelly and Jacq printed their photos at the photoshop.. Went pasar malam to grab some food haha.
After that, walk around tamp mall, slack slack walk walk. And the girls laugh laugh again -.-

Decided to take Bus23 home with Kelly instead of Bus22.. Well, that route was much slower i guess. Need to walk quite a distance to BoonKeng mrt.. then 133 home. Took me like 1hr 10mins. Whereas my usual route like 50mins or so. haha.
But still, enjoyed the ride home.
Crapped a lot with Kelly, the retard haha.

When He gave his life for us, He suffered and died.

Hmm. class as usual today. Studied on econs till 5.30pm after sch ended. Supposed to study till like 7pm.. But then someone pangseh! LOLS.

Bused home after that. Wanted to approach the police station to report my missing donation card. But was too lazy lol. Maybe tmr or smth ba hahaha.

Yesterday Sky, Michelle, Elynn, Kellyann, MengYun and I went to watch "Angels & Demons". Quite interesting.. Give it like 4.5/5 bites for it. The epic moment was when the "God-particle" exploded on the air. The sky became like super BRIGHT.
YEAH! Catch it guys, its a nice show (: