Senseless Novelty.

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

This songs reminds me of the commitments in life.

What else more when your friends are brewing up a love novelty in your life? It is fun and exciting to be part of a love story. But what if things don't succeed?

Looking at things STATISTICALLY, relationship wise at this current phase is really tough to maintain. Things just come and go.

Sometimes we don't really need to be in a love-relationship to be loved. But like what they all say, to experience and be experienced in it.

On my knees.

The pastor was talking about having wisdom in life.

"A good outcome is always better than a good income"

I was reminded about this phrase that was mentioned 3 years ago.

& my eyes were closed. I found myself kneeling down at the fountain of life. When I looked up, it was Jesus. And he said with those beautiful eyes, "Son, drink this water of life, and you will be blessed with the wisdom that you need."

Some people say money can't buy happiness. But I beg to differ. Because I believe that in this world, money, is one of the key to happiness.

Because of financial problems, marriage lives are broken.
Because of financial problems, people start robbing.
Because of financial problems, parents sell their kids to those industries.

All these outcomes were never meant to happen. None of these events were ever desirable in the eyes of man.

This is because we're living in this world where money defines our social status, our standard of living, etc.

But there is one thing we all need to have. We need the wisdom.

Which is, never to worship the riches.

The different facets of our life.

When you feel you're alone, cut off from this cruel world.
Your instincts tell you to run
Listen to your heart, those angel voices,
They'll sing to you, they'll be your guide back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
It keeps us kind.

Your agenda.

I open my lungs to breathe in forgiveness and love
Haunting me now reminders of how I used to be
And on down the road my troubles are sure to follow.
Looking out the window, the hell if I know where I will go
So I'll just keep on driving.

It really lies in your intentions.
Despite the outcome, regardless if its an optimistic or pessimistic nature, it all voice down to your perceived desire.

Will a rich man offer thousands of bills to charity be more valuable than a little school kid emptying his little money pouch to the tissue paper uncle?

At times we tried to do well in life, perhaps in studies in this case. But the tension within the social circle becomes stronger. We lose friends, or maybe, we don't even have the chance to nurture the relationship at all.

It whatever we do, there will always be an inverse force working through our way. But to succeed, we have to fight against that opposing current inevitably.

Childhood phases.

What should you do, think, react & plan when you're faced with tonnes of stress, expectations, family issues at this hour?

When you know you've still a long long way ahead before you hit on that final bed and tell yourself "all is well, I've lived life without any regrets".

I believe that your childhood days forms the core of your personality no matter what comes after that. It's because when we're young, we're innocent & therefore hold on to that promise dearly.

We're most gullible and innocent when we're young. But when forces of the opposing site comes into our lives, we've learned that fairy tales and all are full of bull.

A child with a disadvantage family background will always be on the extreme ends when he/she grows up.

Either a dog or a catalyst in the society.

Being a dog in the society means growing up to be a useless piece of shit because they reminisce on their bad experiences when they were young. They have no confidence in life, no goals, no nothing. They stray away, being part of the dump because of excessive self-pitying.

When one is done being fooled, pushed around, etc. They become the latter. All they wanna do is not living a life that allows bad history from repeating.

When shit just happens in your life, you'll just gotta pull yourself up and move forward. Just remember that there will always be mountain high experiences and valley low, something like a roller coaster ride.

Leading troops.

Till that day
I take you home
know that I’m waiting

Haunted by your grace
the beautiful of falling, falling
the echos through my days
I still hear your calling
you calling me.


Ever thought what's life gonna be like without making your own decisions?

Ever thought what would be the the overall dynamics be when you make decisions for a bunch of friends, group or team?

Each of us have different perspective in life, and I believe we can't please everyone through the decision we've made.

Even Jesus has his own set of haters because of mankind's jealousy, pride and hatred.

After much thoughts. Despite being adamant, the results have reflected that such approaches are necessary at times. & it has been proven that it's the most effective way to do it.

Regardless of how much effort we've came out with, at the end of the day, there are bound to have some unappreciative souls. No doubt that this phase of life signifies a child's play lifestyle, it is still essential for each and everyone to have the initiative to do things.

Kite's perspective.

Ask yourself this question without thinking twice:
Which is more affordable?
A Fossil's Watch or a Rolex's Watch?

Answer: - Rolex's Watch.
Though it is priced at a premium cost, it provides a life-time guarantee because of its quality. Unlike the former, we must always purchase a new one due to its limited life-span.

This statement can only be agreed if we look at a long term's perspective.

Through this experience, we can apply this context in many situations.

It is stereotypical for people to think that it's materialistic for someone to purchase such high ticket item. But the matter of fact is, through the process of pertaining to this goal, one needs to work hard for it.

& through the blood & sweat, we learn what real competition is, what is life and ultimately what are the "true colors" of the friends in our social circle.

Personally, it is never wrong to seek for a high expectation in life, especially in terms of salary, monetary aspects.

Whenever I walk pass down the street, I see elderly uncles hanging out there helplessly. Without goals, passion, and most importantly, without love. Wanna reach out to them but somehow, it seems too tough to stay connected to them. Regret lives in them, perhaps they didn't knew what they want when they were young.