Refreshed.

This alabaster jar is all I have of worth
I break it at Your feet, Lord, it's less than You deserve
You're far more beautiful, more precious than the oil
The sum of my desires and the fullness of my joy
Like You spilled Your blood, I spill my heart
As an offering to my King

Here I am, take me as an offering
Here I am, giving every heartbeat for Your glory
Take me

This time that I have left is all I have of worth
I lay it at Your feet, Lord, it's less than You deserve
And though I've little strength, and though my days are few
You gave Your life for me so I will live my life for You

Like You spilled Your blood, I spill my heart
As an offering to my King

Here I am, take me as an offering
Here I am, giving every heartbeat for Your glory
Here I am, take me as an offering
Here I am, giving every heartbeat for Your glory, take me

Worthy, worthy, You are worthy, worthy is the Lord
Worthy, worthy, You are worthy, worthy is the Lord
Here I am, take me as an offering
Here I am, giving every heartbeat for Your glory
Here I am, take me as an offering
Here I am, giving every heartbeat for Your glory
Take me.

Alabaster Jar - Gateway worship

Shall blogged about yesterday. Headed for cellgroup ytd.
Had games.. Everything went smoothly..
When Praise and worship session started, everything started building up and when this song, "Alabaster Jar" was being played, I broke down and cried because the presence was too much for me to take.

While connecting with God, I noticed that the lyrics was so meaningful.. Its about this lady carrying this jar of oil, offering to Jesus Christ. In the past, oil was considered to be a very valuable substance to anyone. And yet, the lady offered something to Christ that pricked her heart.
It was really a wake up call for me during these 2 months, to move on with time. Don't dwell in the places of sad memories but, move on with God. For He has a greater plan for everyone.

Giving up something for God that really mean a lot to you is difficult. But sometimes it does not mean that you're weak, its just that you're strong enough in the word of God to let it go.
So, I'll hope that placing my trust in Him would be the best solution I'll take, and never to regret it.