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It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Easier to Run - Linkin Park

Lol, POM was manageable :) Added a lot of extra details to make time pass.

After that, studied in the library with Wenqin, Weilin, Jacq and Kaye.
Kaye and Jacq went off first.. While the rest of us studied till like 5.30pm.
Went Mensa to eat lol. Haven't beeen eating the salad bar's western food for like 7 days alr haha. FINALLY LOL. There was no queue, shiok shiok.
Went home after that.





I remembered those days back then. 14th Feb 2007.
Rushed down to heartland mall to pick the flowers up. Headed down to your school.. Waited for you outsde. Finally, you came out with your friends.
It was quite embarassing when I actually passed the flowers to you. It had the bear with a phrase, "I love you" whn you squeeze it.
Everyone was like staring at us. Luckily I didnt blush or anything lol. Even remembered you passed the flowers to Louise. And someone that passed by asked if that flower was for her.

Another day that I remembered was when we quarrelled over your health. It was during the december hols 2007 if I didn't remember wrongly. You were sick and kept playing maple -.- Either you were forced by En or what lol.
And I reached lavender at about 6pm, wanted to apologize for being such a busybody.. Hoping that you'd come down and patch stuffs up.
Waited and waited, called up Clarence, asked where you were roughly staying at. So that I could do melt those little hundreds of candles on the ground of your void deck and formed a sentence that says smth like, "I'm Sorry, please forgive me".
Waited for 6 hours already, its 12am -.- . No bus home, no train home. In the end, cabbed home with disappointment. Spent quite a lot on the candles, plus the bloody cab fare too -.-
Hmm, I'd wonder how sweet would it be if you could see the lighted candles of words.
Lol wasted huh.

Haha, how naive and foolish i was. These foolish memories will always be kept :)
Just wanna say, thank you once again. You really helped me a lot in many ways.
As a friend, yeah, Im always there for you :)
Hope today's O level chinese paper was manageable for you.
All the best for O's, get into a good JC if you can.