Drained.

Monday - 27th July

I don't know who to trust, no surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies

Trying not to break,
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring and time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me


I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside, steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way, out of me

Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring and time between
And how, trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me


Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

From the Inside - Linkin Park

Ra sucked at usual. Learnt nth new. Was kind of a refreshement for the mind.
Spent some time at the library, completed both individual and group work.
4 projects down, 1 more to go. Bused home at about 6.30pm.

Met up with Dillion and Mingkit at blk 323 at about 9plus? Dillion went off with his dad first. Had a nice chat with mk, poured out my troubles to him.
Conclusion : Its good to have friends that are trustable and genuine. Hmmm, those friendships I've made since prim school till now, I'll never let them go. Thanks mk and dillion (:


Its okay to take advantage, but not going overboard.
All humans have limits.