In delimma.

Many stuffs has been happening recently.
Will targets be achieved with thousands of obstacles set infront of our eyes?

End sem exams are coming in about 4-5 weeks or so. Roughly 1 month? Project deadlines are hitting on the days to come. Will we attain the desired grades we want? Or would we be left disappointed after those countless of meet ups, travelling time invested on it.

Being a follower of Christ isn't easy. I don't have as much free time as my unchurch friends. My weekends are so called being "burned-up". But in return, I get God's love, encouragement. I was browsing through my msn list just now. And one of my close friend's pm goes like this, "How much does following Jesus would cost?".
This seriously strucked me hard.

Done some deep reflections. Like i once said, situations can be viewed in different perceptions. It depends on how we look at it. Would we wanna look at the cup being half filled? Or the cup being half empty.

Christianity doesn't offer us a bed of strewn roses. It doesn't give us what would we want, we desire at all times. And when things don't walk smoothly, we tend to doubt God's existence. The word "FAITH" comes into the picture.
Hmmm, at times I question myself why do I still wanna dedicate my weekends, my life towards an intangible person? When i could seriously do much enjoyable stuffs with my other friends.
The reason is simply, God's love. Emphasising on blogs, repeating over and over again wouldn't be effective. The only way that one could really understand what Im trying to imply, is to have an experience with him. A serious encounter with him.
A time when you'd really get to feel his presence manifesting.



Another question for the day. Would you all want to have undivided or divided attention from someone?

An undivided attention is something you get from a special person. The other half that you'd really share your thoughts with, someone to cling on with. Go through tears and laughter together, knowing more about what life could really offer you.
You have to be responsible, being able to handle the word "LOVE" in a mature way.

Or a divided attention from friends, a much casual friendship with no emotions attached?

Sorry guys, kind of stress right now. It gets me thinking and I cant sleep lol. Its like 1.30am in the morn and im typing nonsense.

Hope everything would be alright after a goodnight's rest.

Is it something real and meaningful?
Or would it be just another name.
Will it be something that would last?
Or would it be just another game.